Don't Tell Him

there is something

i didn't tell you
i liked you
i fell for you 
multiple times

but I wasn't crazy enough
enough to give it all up for you
enough to give it all to you

there is a part that I want to give you 
a part of me wants to be with you
I wanted to try
but why so much is tangling

why am i backing

that's not love

that's a rush of liking that 

I should just flush out of my mind